Everyone is Ignoring me.....

I've been feeling kinda lost for the past 4 days.. I am feeling that I've been hated by many. Reason? People that were close to me before are ignoring me.

Mr P began ignoring me, for reason I know and its super childish in my opinion.

Bestie Joan is ignoring me cause I did not visit her in the hospital?

Adriel is ignoring me too? For what reason? Tell me? I don't know!

Maybe I've not done my part as a friend. Maybe I am a super lousy person. I forget how to love and show care and concern for people around me. I sucks... big time!

Not that I can't be bother now that these people are ignoring me, but I get totally drained after work and I realise I don't even have time for myself not to think sparing a thought for others. Yes.. no excuse! Guess I've lost drive in life.

I wonder why I don't seem to have anything joyous to share... hmmm.. my life is so boring and miserable! ha!

Wanna share a song I'm so into lately.... such sweet songs but yet its not my song. But that's okay..... I'll be strong. :)



P.S. I miss you~