Ok... I AM BACK~!

I was contemplating if I should start blogging again. Yes? No? Maybe?

I sat on the thought for 3 days.. as you can see.. its already 3rd Jan 2010.

And here I am... YES I WILL START BLOGGING AGAIN!! :)

So Happy New Year Everyone! :)

If You all realize... I've deleted all my past post. Because what is past is no longer important. It shall just remains as a sweet memory or worst nightmare for me. Somethings are meant to be forgotten, while some things are just meant to stay in my heart forever. And those that stays in my heart will visit me in my dream and shall revive the love there and then.

I know deep inside me.. I'm keeping this special someone in my heart for as long as I live. I know this because I tried hating him. But I realize its close to impossible. So yea darling... you will be in my heart forever. Being in love with someone really does not mean you have to be together physically. I feel you... all the time. We are the perfect couple... just not in the perfect situation. The sweet times we have together is just good enough for me to last a lifetime.

Ok.. whats my new year resolutions.. I have tonnes!! Damn.. this only show how lousy a person I have been?

OK the List goes like this:

1) I know what I want in a guy now. I will NOT go for one that I have doubts. I will not give in to my stupid weakness - Loneliness.. NEVER! (So I have to "man man tan".. means wait a lifetime! =.=)

2) To Complete my Italian Language Course and be able to speak fluently before Dec 2010. I wanna be able to say Merry Christmas in Italian!!

3) I will moisturise my skin (Body) every night!

4) I will not miss my Pilates Class!

5) I will not go home early from work... hehe oopzz

6) I must send my car for washing at least once every week!

7) I will not cry for another man... ever since the last tear I dropped for you.

8) I will travel on leisure at least twice each year. Long or Short Trip! Provided I got money lah~

9) I will sleep before 11pm :)

10) I will blog again :)

11) I will write my silly poetry again. :)

Wow.. I've 10 resolutions!! Freaking alot lahs. wtf? I will try to fulfilled them all I promise.

P.S. I MISS YOU