I just wanna be Happy~

Sometimes in life.. I wonder.. how do one find happiness. I chanced upon a song by Leona Lewis and really love every single word in those lyrics. Its beautiful. I mean.. really... how to be happy? Sometimes self defence and building up walls so that you don't get hurt and thinking that would make one happy. But still.. it doesnt. Taking chances and feel the pain, and does that makes you happy?

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose. You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances, You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain ’cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side, And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, But safe as could be..
So what if it hurts me? So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground. I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound, Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy. I just wanna be happy, yeah.
Holding on tightly. Just can’t let it go.
Just trying to play my role Slowly disappear.
But all these days, They feel like they’re
Just different faces. Different place
Get me out of here.
pass me by.. Pass me by
So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy. Oh, happy
Oh So when it turns that I can see???This rope??Victim??Don’t say anything
So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy.. Happy
I just wanna be.. Oh I just wanna be.. Happy.

P.S. Somethings are meant to let go. And you clearly know its time. So just freaking LET GO!