I wake up this morning feeling really good. Its been a good long time since I felt this way. Since December 08th.. 2 more days to exactly 1 month we broked up. Unfortunately.... nothing change. Not my FEELING for you. Not my HOPE of wanting you back. Not my DESIRE to have the nice warm hug once again. The memory of us still vividly flashes in my mind every day. Am I clinging on too much but you are already letting go? Am I living in my dream and refuse to let go? I probably am but what the hell? There is nothing left for me to hope or cling to? Do I still shed another tear for ya? Yes ... once in every few days. But I shed for good times and not that we splitted. What left for me now is the memory we share and the memory will last a lifetime.
I've been thinking alot about meditation lately. Does meditation really helps with the human soul? Read alittle bit about it and maybe it really does helps for me. I do need a clearer mind to move on. I read about meditation just by sitting and smile. That seems like easy task? no? So yea... I'm just gonna do that every morning!! So crazy!
I've been listening to this song - When you said nothing at all by Ronan Keating. Someone played this on his guitar for me and I began to love this song. check this out~ coolsome I'd said. ha~
Love it lots~~!!
Ooppzz... I'm gonna be late for work. Will be back for more stories!!
P.S. I LOVE YOU~
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