So what have I been doing for the past 5 months? Hmmmm... *thinking*... still *thinking*
Well....... NOTHING WORTH MENTIONING! :) I'd rather moved on from the past and start now for a new ending.
So then, what should i be blogging about today? hahas.. its weird, I don't really wanna talk about what I was going through coz I dun wanna be reminded. Its painful, still hurt a little sometimes but I survived. I always do. That's coz I'm strong, I think I really am Strong! :)
I was reading through my past entries and wow did I realise I do lead a misrable life before. I don't seem to be happy since year 2010 started. And now that i recall the past 5 months, I wasnt at all happy. Superficially happy, yes. But am I really happy? I won't answer that.
I also realise I've had some problems with Joan in january.... and wow.. today is June 30th and no i don't hear a sound from her. Not even a simple greetings. I've done my best but I guess my best was never enough for her.
What else? Oh Mr P! hahas.. he is seriously a sweet guy. Its just kind of a pity that I never did fell for him despite how sweet he was. Goodie guys are just not my cup of tea? Sighz! I havent seen him since January and just recently catched up with him for dinner and ice-cream. And guessed what? He made me a scrape book of the time we spent together! Isnt that soo soooo sweet? I was honestly touched by his sincerity but still.... Nope, cant love him.
reading through the list of resolution for year 2010 and I seriously think i sucks big time with resolutions! I did nothing of that!!
Now, lets go through that damn list:
1) KNowing what I want in guys.- DOing good~!
2) Complete my Italian course - *Dang* Failed too! I havent even start! wth!!!
3) Moisture my skin every night - *Dang Dang Dang* Done none of it! I've been so busy! gosh!
4) I will not miss my Pilates Class - *Dang* Big Time. I miss every single lesson and now I completely stop going. :(
5) I will not go home early from work - ok for this, I was too too busy to be able to go home early. In fact I come home late almost everyday! errrs, maybe not coz of work but still :)
6) Weekly Car Wash - *Dang* Nope, never did. Once a month maybe!
7) I will not cry for another man - hey, wow, I have not cried for another man since! ok this I did well :)
8) Sleep before 11. *Dang* My foot! I sleep before 3am! shucks!
Arghhhh... ok whatever. I am not keeping to my resolutions. I'm just gonna do my best.
I seem to be rattling none stop without a plan. Sighz, yea i guess I don't really know what I want. Totally blank!
The KTV session last nite was kinda impromtu but fun! hahas. love that :)
Alrighty.... I m gonna sleep super early from now!
Niteyz Peeps! Lovesss! xo
P.S. How are you?
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