A Picture Paints a Thousand Words

Was pondering upon my childhood days when drawing a girl or boy would just be using straight lines and circles or squares and tadah! there we have a drawing that might just speaks a thousand words. As a child, we were taught to express oneself by drawing even if your drawing skills might sucks. Still it helps individual to express themselves without words.

As I was playing along with the idea, I started to think of what to draw if I am still a child. I am a lousy artist, but of course I can draw, I think everyone can but I am not someone that would express with details of what's in their mind. I guess I must be an impatient person because I only want to draw and get there... basically... I just wanna get to the point! Like : "Hey peeps... thats what I wanna say! get it?" Just like a game of charade? Fuzzily drawn and as long as people get the meaning.. I am done! haha

As I was drawing.. I realise also by drawing it sets one mind thinking further and it does the mapping of one mind. So first I drew me... then I thought, what next? Then I thought of someone I love, my boyfriend. And then, I go on further by describing how we communicate and I can go on and on and then it would become a beautiful love story on a huge picture! See that? I think its amazing... by drawing it actually paints a bigger picture and gets you expressing yourself without a word. Beautiful!

I am gonna be trying that more often now as I already have alot of pictures right now running in my head! love it!~! And then I will compile them and make them into a comic for my eyes only! sweet!!

P.S. One more day nearer to the day we meet! Love u!!

Together without being Together

I've sent a text message to my love today and it reads:

"Hey Love! Just realise we have survived another month together without being together"

While keying that, I felt strange... together without being together... how is that possible?

He replied: "Yes we did it!"

I replied: "And we need to survive another month!" (That's cause we will only see each other end Feb)

He said: "Yes and another and another!"

I thought to myself... is he being positive or is he telling me yes and we will have to stay this way for a long time. yucks! thought of it just eeks me. I don't wanna have to be separated from him all the time. But I prefer to take it positively! =)

I am amazed actually by the fact of being together without being together. I can only relate this to being totally in love to go through a relationship like this. Not being physically together only drifts us apart but hanging on keeps us together. The amount of effort required to make sure this works. It is a long and tiring process, therefore, you need to want the relationship enough to make it work and it has to be mutual. So what if we are physically together everyday and not wanting to make the relationship works... complacency etc... Relationship is a difficult whether its LDR or not, it takes both to make it work.

Nothing change! I hearts my cold dutchie man!! xx



P.S. The mind divides... The heart Unites! xo

Pick Up Lines - Cheesy!

A friend from Australia had planned a trip to Singapore this week and we had to plan something for him. So Chris and me decide that he should visit our favorite clubbing spot.... "St James Power Station". So yes on that fateful Friday, we partied at St James with Ryan (Our Aussie Friend) and also our other friends that regulars Boiler.

Its a very strange night because I've never had 3 guys approaching me at different point on the same night asking to know me and wanted to exchange phone number with me. So yes.. I have to say I was over-whelmed! The point I wanted to bring across its not how many guys, how good looking these guys are but the cheesy pick up lines each guys uses and that kinda makes me compare which leaves me an impression. Unfortunately none! Lose much?

1st Guy

Chris was suppose to pick Ryan up from the Hotel and since its kinda outta the way for her to fetch me from home, I flag down a cab as I was too lazy to drive. When I reached St James, as usual Chris is late! About 30mins late. %#@*&!@##^% sometimes she is so irritating! I was suppose to wait for her just underneath the over-head bridge. I was cursing and swearing at her in my heart for being late once again and a dude came along and started muttering in some unclear english..

Guy 1 : "Hi... Can I ____ You?"

Me : Sorry??? (I cannot understand him at all! He was literally murmuring to himself. Poor guy he must be scared! haha)

Guy A : "我可以跟你做朋友?"

Me : huh? Errr.. (I totally understand his mandarin this time, more than his english but seriously, I have never learn how to reject or even say yes to such approach. I consider this totally abrupt and uncall for. Too Random!)

Guy A : Can we exchange phone number?

Me : Errrrr... Sorry No. (Then I continue to send text to Chris asking where she is)

Guy A : Oh.. Nevermind, let me give u mine...

Me: But I won't call you.

Guy A : Nevermind, just keep my number.

He read out his phone number alot and I pretend to key in his number into my mobile phone. I cannot believe he even hope for me to call. And I don't even remember his name!

Then I send a text to my boyfriend : "A guy just try to pick me up and gave me his number."

My as always cute, cool, confident and unmoved boyfriend replied : "Go order a pizza with his number and name."

Isnt that a good idea? haha!

Guy B

Chris came and after apologizing we went in to Boiler, as usual dance & drink. We take a break outside just to get out of the noise and loud music. Chris & Ryan sat at the bar while I head to the restroom first. While walking to the restroom, this guy B randomly walked up to me and blocked my way. My first reaction was move away from him and continue to find my way to the toilet. He block my way once again! Within myself I was like "Oh fuck off will you? I am trying to get to the toilet." And then he started his speech:

Guy B : Hey, I've seen you here many times.

Me : Wow...really huh? Nice pick up line!

Guy B: Nah, its not a pick up line, I really did see you many times here.

Me: Oh ok, nice to meet u. (Then I was ducking off, trying to get to the toilet)

Guy B : Can we be friend? (He continue to block my way)

(Honestly.... he comes too close for any comfort and I was eagerly wanting to go to the toilet! Oh Fuck!)

Me : HUH?? (As usual I pretend to act blurr)

Guy B : Give me your number!

Me : Errrm, sorry I can't. My mum says I shouldnt give number to stranger.

Guy B : Ok I'll give you mine then. He took my phone in haste and key in his number.

Me : Hey! (Before I know it... his phone is ringing with my number.)

Crap! I am like ok what the hell... can I go to the toilet now? Achieving his objectives, he ends with : Nice to meet you again and have a good weekend.

I am like... ok whatever! have fun... and I head right to the toilet. Finishing my toilet business, I came out heading back to where Chris and Ryan was. The minute I step out of the toilet, 2 guys was just standing near the stair and before I know it, one of the guy grab on to my arms. This is seriously too much! I turned my head around and he start:

Guy C : Hey are you ok?

Me : I am fine! (IN my heart... Don't fucking try this on me!)

Guy C : Sorry I thought you were tipsy. You sure you are ok?

Me : But I am fine... totally. Thanks! (Turn and ran!)

I hear him calling out for me to wait but heck it... I've enough of this for the night.

Eventful night huh? Its crazy! But I had fun! :) The pick up lines that these guys use are seriously lame and uninteresting. Gutsy and Cheesy... but its a club anyway, so such things happen but I've never had it 3 times in a night!

P.S. Don't need sniper... I know what I want. xx

Singapore Edison Chen - Gary Ng

SO HE...... GARY NG...

WANNA BE HIM... EDISON CHEN

EDISON CHEN

Obviously, the Hong Kong Star Edison Chen looks way way better than him, Gary Ng. Whatever it is, both are arses. So does looks matter? Nope.... Edison get to fuck hot and sexy celebrity while Gary Ng get to fuck in huge numbers.

To know exactly what Gary does, let's have a quick view of the video below:

Sorry I think the host is hotter! haha... So GARY = Girls Always Remembers You..

So Guys... if you wanna get girls.. change your name! haha.. You know I am joking not every guy is an arse.

Anyway... it sets me thinking knowing Gary owns over 500 videos of his sex adventure with different woman, single, attached or married. And these girls/women goes to him for sexual pleasure and some even allow for him to take video on a condition to not have their face revealed. And he apparently has a history of having sex with over 100 women, this probably put him in the high risk of contracting the HIV disease. So Gary is an arse... yes to an extend but how about the willing parties? I mean... its because there is demand, therefore, it rakes supply. Simple Logic... still I cannot understand in the first place why is there even a demand?

I recalled involving in a conversation with some of my colleagues during lunch and this particular male colleague was ranting about his experience of him and his friend gang banging a girl with her consent apparently. He said such things happen and its like a once in a lifetime experience. I listen in disbelief and cannot agree with such actions. I start to wonder if I do understand man? I really don't... then on second thoughts... do I understand woman? If his story was true, it only means that are woman out there that are out for fun and wanted a once in a lifetime kinda experience. This gross me out. I cannot understand how is that possible... unless under drug influence and she clearly doesn't knows what she is out for.

There is more stories to this but I cannot blog this here because it just freak me out and I am starting to imagine how would the world be 10 yrs from now... maybe 5? I wish that the school systems today will educated the youngster about sex and its danger and not take it so lightly so we have a better future. The world shouldnt change so much, God did not allow such abomination.

Baby Don't You Break MY HEart Slow

Was at Wala with bestie Sammie and Sandy... girls night out is forever neat fun and once again we gals did not fail to enjoy to the fullest. The calamari and chicken still rocks as always and the life band... hmm alittle loud but good enough. Yes I had fun and hope you girls did too. The girl's talk is another one of those that you hate for it to end! The live band was playing this song, which was Bestie's fave and now its mine! hehe...

Hey babe.. if u reading this, you look really cute trying to touch your hair like me! cannot forget that look! You are super lovable! haha! Love u! xo



P.S. I am so blessed because I have you! Love you~ xoxo



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Invisalign - My Journey to a beautiful smile!

I've never said this on any of my post even though I've been blogging for 2 year straight. But this has always been bothering me and why am I not blogging about it? The ugly truth is I do not want anyone to know I have super ugly bulging front teeth! Its worst than bugs bunny cos at least bugs bunny is nicely bulge. Ane me is just totally ugly.

Bugs Bunny

Me - Zoom in to see my bulge!

Sometimes I wonder why people comment I have nice smile, maybe cos my bug teeth is not showing very much... but I think my front tooth is shifting even more now as time pass. It FUGLY! So yes, I am so determine to do something about it and I know its not going to come cheap and that's what been stopping me from consulting a Dentist all these years. Now, I clearly cannot live with my Fugly teeth anymore and I started browsing webbie for more information and I know I have a few options:

1) Traditonal Braces (clear or metel)

- Unless I have no other choice, traditional braces is so not for me. I need my confidence and with braces I am just gonna feel so sucky of myself and for 2 years straight? I better off dead!

2) Damon braces with less obvious metal

- Damon Braces was known to have faster result than that of the conventional ones. Also its suppose to be less obvious. When I asked the dentist to show me how would Damon Braces look... I skipped that option as well. To me... its still showing metal! hahas.. Vain can?

Damon Braces

Smaller Metals, Less Obvious & faster Result.

3) Porcelain Veneer

- This is best temporary fix! It has immediate result by just shaving off bulging tooth or excessive part of the teeth that is creating a crook. But I've also heard when the veneer falls off in years to come... you will have to get it fix again. And the cost is SGD1500 per tooth and you normally need to fix 4-6 teeth. So do your math... its not cheap as well. The only best part of it is you see effect immediately.

4) Invisalign

Ta da! And this is my clear choice! Yups... I've entered into the world of Invisalign. So what is invisalign? Gonna do that thing I always do "Copy and paste"! haha

What is Invisalign?
Invisalign uses a series of clear aligners that are custom-molded to fit you. The virtually invisible aligners gradually re-position your teeth into a smile you'll be proud of.

Why people prefer Invisalign
The convenience and ease of use of the Invisalign system have made it the choice of over half a million people. In fact, Invisalign has been effective in giving hundreds of thousands of people amazing new smiles.

No unsightly metal bands and wires.
No metal wires or bands to irritate your mouth, and best of all, most people won't notice you're wearing braces. Invisalign, the clear alternative to braces, has been chosen by over 500,000 people who want amazing smiles.

Easier Cleanings
Unlike traditional orthodontics or braces, Invisalign has no metal bands or wires to trap food and plaque. Maintaining a good oral hygiene program will also reduce chances of plaque buildup, tooth decay and periodontal disease.

So yes, I've visited Orchard Scotts Dental situated at Wheelock Place. My Dentist asked me what do I not like about my smile. I am like ?? Derrr you can obviously see that bulge can't u? The good news is, my dentist also said that there is alot of space for my teeth to move with invisalign so there is no need to remove any teeth! yay! When I told my sister that, she said, "guess you don't have much wisdom then." Me:"...."

So generally I've pretty healthy set of teeth.. just crooked! And I so need to fix it. Its funny how I looked at the assistant that was explaining about invisalign to me and I saw how crooked her teeth was and wonder why didn't she get a discount from her bosses and get it fix too? hahas...

Its a pretty good experience and the instalment plan works well for me! I will collect my 1st set of invisalign in about 6 weeks from now! And to top that up, my dentist also throw in free whitening treatment for me! How cool is that... god I am excited! Well, no one said its cheap, its not. But having a beautiful set of teeth is better than any plastic surgery a girl can ever go for. I don't need plastic I just need a perfect set of teeth because I so wanna smile like I never smile before! haha.

P.S. When no words can be used to express, thats when faith comes in. X

Movie Weekend - Love and Other Drugs

Yes! The first movie I watched for year 2011 - Love & Other Drugs. This also the first time I watch a 220am mid-night movie with a gal. So its, a love story, in the middle of the night, with a gal! Its strange huh? Love story is fine, middle of the night is common for singaporean like us but with a gal... thats strange! haha.. the worst part is there are too many sex scenes!

We had wanted to catch the 12am time slot but Chris being Chris was late and we reached Orchard Cineleisure @ 1145.. the tickets were totally sold out.. so we had to take the next time slot which is 220am. Its also weird the ticketeer asked for our identity card to watch the movie because of the sex scene! We had good laugh over that... so from 11 to 2am what do we do?

Again... Chris being Chris, she pursuaded me to go Boiler for alittle bit of dance and drinks. So yes from 12-2am we were at Boiler. While trying to get our stamp on our hands to get into Boiler, once again we were being asked for our ID! Since it was not our plan to club, obviously both of us did not bring our ID and we were also quite casually dress. To cut the long story short... we managed to get in with a regular friend's help.

Now back to the movie.. being a chick movie freak, I wasn't feeling sleepy despite it being 220am. I focus on every detail of the movie, obviously also because its a paid movie. haha

Overall, I've enjoyed the movie thoroughly. Anne Hathaway has such sexy curly hair, how I wish I could carry off with a hair like this. Hmmm, and Jake Gyllenhaal is unseemingly hot in bed! oops.. haha


Jake plays the role of a charming playboy that screw around but has never gotten into a relationship. He has also never said "I LOVE YOU" to anyone. And Anne plays the role of a young girl with Parkinson which causes her to reserve herself from getting into a relationship as she doesn't believe anyone would love her enough to want to take care of her despite her illness.
Anne had to warn Jake all the time that they are just friends with benefits and not to get too involve or she will have to leave. But Jake eventually break the promise and proclaimed "LOVE" trembling. Its such a lovely scene, I almost tear!

Yes, love story it is and its only a movie. Some prefers to watch and let it go because it will never happen in real life but me, I will always start wondering and debating within myself about the movie. I watch "chick movie" because I am such a emotional freak... sometimes I hate myself for being that. Is it with all gals or is it just me?

In life, you may chance upon 1000 people but only 1 will change your life. There will only be 1 that makes you say "YES", that makes you do anything you can to be with him/her. And this 1/1000 is the one that is also mutually in love with you! There is no need to pursue, its just there. How sweet can that be if it really happens. 1 in 1000... that's like 1%! Yes, no one said its easy and it might not even happen. If you havent found the one, then you havent met him/her yet.

Have I found my 1? Have you?

P.S. Can't wait for January to end....

Sorry I can't be Perfect...

Does things sometimes seems wrong and everything you do is wrong to another?
Does people sometimes point fingers at you and start comparing you with another?
Do you sometimes look at yourself and start thinking why am I not her?

Yes it happens. All the time and the feeling is sucky. Everyone strive to be perfect but no one can be perfect. Not a single soul. It depress me sometimes to know that its a human nature to wanna compare or want their partners to be like another. Many couples broke up because someone else better came along. The true fact is there will always be someone better. Everyone wants a perfect man/woman but where the fuck can anyone find anyone that is perfect. Sorry no chance.

It also kinda sadden me to see many breakups are due to such. This does not neccessary applies to a boy/girl relationship. Even with friendship, whether or not its best friend, good time friends or casual friends... human beings likes to compare. Friendship broke up because they did not accept each other for what their friends are. Being critical about another individual does not help with developing the friendship that may blossom.

Even with individuals, some people starts feeling miserable when they start comparing themselves with the friends around them. Eg. Why does she has a better boyfriend? My view? One man's meat is another man's poison... Stop comparing and start living your life! Live and let live!

The world will have lesser breakups, lesser fights, lesser suicides if human would just be contented and live the life god has laid for them, accept your love one the way they are, accept the fact you are not "her" or "him" and be happy the way you. I know its hard for many as we are all human. I am too. I decide to write this post because I want to remind myself to accept what I am.

Leaving you with the song by Simple Plan - Perfect. :)



P.S. Stop comparing and start accepting.. Love her for what she is cos no one is perfect! xoxo