Had A Rockin' Christmas @ Boiler!

Merry Christmas People!!!!

So its Christmas!! That for Singaporean.... its PARTY TIME! Generally, Singaporean are Chinese from a distance. We are not from China but we are Chinese living in a multi-cultural city - Singapore, with Indians, Malays, Chinese and also other races from all over the world. But our roots are chinese, therefore, we celebrate Chinese New Year as a big thing, almost like traditionally. Unfortunately... for me, I dislike Chinese New Year and also dislike the traditions that I had to follow. Not that I am trying to be "Ang Mo" but I have a life story to tell which I'd prefer to skip for now.

Back to Christmas... as I was saying.. christmas is not at all traditional in Singapore. Besides church goers that would visit the church and celebrate by dining and enjoying the fellowship of the fellow christians.... the buddist, hindus, malays.. they have fun during Christmas.. just plain partying and indulging on food! Totally no meaning behind it. Its just christmas, a time to party. Thats for the younger people. And they older folks would normally smile at it like an additional public holiday for rest.

But for the Europeans its a big thing. And from what I know, shops and pubs are closed and everyone will celebrate christmas at home with their family and love ones. No one is Clubbing! Everything is done at home...

And me.... being a Singaporean and living in Singapore... I've obviously Clubbed! Its not a compulsary thing to club but this year I decide I would party with my 2 best girlfriends, Sammie & Chris! I've been away more than 2 weeks and its really good to be able to wind down with them. Bliss!

The 3 Angels!

I enjoyed myself thoroughly. There was a point I couldnt control my tear on the 1st hour of Christmas Day. Sammie could see through my eyes that I wasn't happy no matter how much I tried to hide. She asked if I was okay. Although deep in me I know I wasnt ok... I told her I am fine with a smile. Then I asked: what do you think? Am I ok? She said: "No.. you are not ok!" Her replied send tears rolling down. I give her a hug and started tearing. Part of the reason why I teared was because I am missing my love real bad and honestly I am not happy. The main reason that set me tearing was because even though I havent speak with Sammie on a day to day basis... she could see through me. She read me without me telling her. She read me without me showing any signs of unhappiness. How can 1 person be dancing and smiling and yet be unhappy? But yes, I was... totally unhappy. I am really touched by the closeness between me and her... we don't have to speak... our hearts speaks to each other! And best of all, nothing change! This did not just happen... it has happen afew times. Its amazing and also scary to have someone that knows you so well! But I can only feel close to her... someone I can lean upon with my deepest secrets. Love u Babe!

Chris & Me - Love her Much!

Chris on the other hand was totally dead drunk by the end of the night. We had to literally carry her home. It hurts to see someone you love so much to be in a state like this. So yes, I felt a little sad to see her getting so wasted. Why must life be so hard? Ok... I know that's abit random for you but I won't elaborate! Well, Chris is also an angel, she will always be there for me when I needed her. And the best part of it, we love spending time together, we will sit at a kopitiam for 2 hours just chatting! Who can? Omg that sounds so "Uncle"! hahas... but yes, thats me and Chris, we chat non-stop, about anything under the sky and trust me.. its really everything! Silly jokes keeps us going... and relax our already wounded heart. So yes.. she is one I cant do without!

P.S. I am learning to "get used" to it now....