Uncertainty, depression and a total confusion of what lies ahead of me is flooding my already big brain. Thats alot to take... trust me. The phrase "What if" keeps ringing in my brain.. Not the best melody I look for.
I cannot control the tears from rolling down my cheeks, no matter how hard I try to wipe them away, my face is still wet. And all these? No one is here... not a single soul. I am on my own.
Its painful each time this happen and we are suppose to "get used to it"~! FML! Will I really see light at the end of the tunnel? Is there really light waiting right there for me? Is it going to be a happy ending? Or am I only living my dream and someday I will be awake?
I have no intention to give up... not after what we went through. Not when I know this is the life i wanted. I know I will fight this and it doesn't matter if I lose in the end. Doesnt matter if there isnt a light at the end of the tunnel. Doesn't matter if there is no happy ending. Living a dream so be it.
Good bye me love... Ik hou van je xoxo
P.S. If we don't make it.... at least we were once there.
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