Roller-Coaster! Yet... Boredom to the Max!

I thought for sometime... I don't know what to blog about. I notice the last I blogged was 14th February which was a Valentine's Day! Today, being 26th February, already 12 days passed and yet I have nothing I feel like shouting to the world! Strange? Weird? Maybe its Indifference? While I type this.... I've left the title blank, I am not sure what I wanted to talked about.

What did I do for the past 12 days? Its been a roller-coaster, that's about all I can remember. Do not really wanna recall a thing. Just wanna move on and have my life back. Remember this, somethings you wanna ask but you will never get it, so don't bother trying. And such are a change in human to your liking. It doesnt happen. No one change for another, accept each others flaws and beauty, life would be simpler. What I am really appreciative of are the friends that hang around me during the roller coaster period. That's like the best thing that ever happen to me. Imagine I don't have a single friend? I might just cry in one small corner, popping sleeping pills just to get to sleep.. and when It didnt help, I pop more and then die of over-dose? There is so many possibility. Not that I wanna suicide but see... one thing leads to another. Without friends that stick with me through thick n thin, I would do whatever I need to get drowsy? to get so tired... so I can sleep and not think of anything? So people need people, we are all human, we have feelings, we need one another for encouragement, for that little push to walk on in life.

So... I really appreciate my friend that sit and see me cry even though the sight of me must have sucked big time. Hold on to that phone and hear me wail, even though she might have piles of paperwork right in front of her and also allow me to wet their white shirt without saying "ehhh... its white" I realise its all because, my friends loves me... they will take time to listen no matter how busy their life may be. I love you gals! once again.. thank U!! HUgs!



So really, what do I blog about now? give me a hint now or I might give up blogging again for another 6 months like what I did the last time. sian lah!

OK.. I know!! I wanna share about me having sleepless nights for the past 4 days, woke up at 4am every night without fail. Must be some mo mo haunting me! wtf? Tried the sleeping pills and still the 4am curse didnt leave me! *cry* I do not know what else to do to sleep throughout. Sometimes I don't even wanna go to bed because I know I will be disturbed anyway. Does anyone has the same experience? Its weird because its always at 4am! eerie!

Next, I also wanna share that I am now on this whitening program for my bugs teeth before I start with the invisalign. Its been really good since the first try. I feel the whiteness almost instantly. Magic? My Dentist told me I had to do it persistantly for 2 weeks or the whiteness won't stay. But having that on my teeth while I sleep can be really irritating. Sighs... want beauty.. all i get is suffering!

Seriously, I think I'm getting bored of blogging. I no longer have anything to share... because life is not interesting anymore.

ciaoz!

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