Its been 4 weeks, yes only 4 weeks since the last we part and really it feels like 4 years!! Everyday past by and I would feel lost, sometimes I even feel like I have lose him because I don't feel him anymore. Time difference did't help because by the time he finishes work... its time I sleep. So you can imagine, we only text on BBM or Whatsapp when he has a breather from work. I don't wanna see him next and feel like a total stranger! Its so hard.... so depressing... until when we start doing video-conferencing on Skype!
Suddenly I appreciate skype being invented. Its totally Free and you can see each other.. Will there ever be a time when you can reach out your hands and start touching each other? Sounds awesome won't it? But to think of it... it also feels like you are visiting someone in jail or something. This is not good! I don't really know what I am rambling about but I do know that I just skype with the love of my life for the 5 time since last week and am feeling really good!
Even seeing him on video feels good. Its strange because you feel like you are reunited once again! It's amazing how two grown up adults can behave like love-strucked teenagers unknowingly especially when you become depesrate to be with each other.
Nothing changed.... each time I sees him or hear him... or even see his bbm message on my blackberry... I fall in love once again!
We both realise not being together is not the life we wanted, we both know we need to live our lives together really soon. And maybe.... I might be the one living in Holland since now I have already got a job offer! Its a big step I know but we are both desperate!
Can't wait for the romantic 5 weeks together again!
P.S. Sorry I am not as patience as you are! X
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