Day 3 of my surgery

Day 3.... still feeling sucky and in pain. I know its recovering but I just cannot wait for it to recover faster. I wanna be able to walk, eat and run normally like I would always be. I'm a cheery person.... this is just not me. sighzzzz... god help!!

I've been feeling resentful lately. I wanna be alone again. Why? I don't know? I don't wish to be out partying anymore. I just wanna be home. Weird huh? yeah... it always happen... its time to unwind once again.

This episode of acute appendicitics should do me good. I could do some self reflection and maybe start treasuring what I have around me. I miss my family... I miss my baby.

What happen when you tell someone you going to bed and you are here blogging? hmmmm.... thought for the day. sucky!

My mind is like full of everything.... gosh I don't think I can do this. I don't know what to blog about. All I can focus on now is pain!! pain pain go away.. and don't ever come back on another day!

P.S. I love you~!