Shopping and More Shopping!

Alright, this is so not it. I've been shopping myself dry.. just like a vampire sucking me dry. But then again, what is life without shopping? Its a girlie thing.. its commonly know as the retail therapy that makes the girls happy! And really... guys will never get it.

What is life when there is no beauty? So yes, if you know how to make that bucks then pamper yourself once in a while and I really mean... just freaking buy that pretty heels, gorgeous dress and lovely bag! You deserve it girl! =)

P.S. The truth fact of this post is to defend myself of being such a shopaholic! Too bored! *cry*

New Look Boots

From New Look @ T1 for SGD89.00 (cheap to the max!)

New Look is a retail outlet orginate from the UK and they are now in Singapore! I really think their boots are "chio" to the max and at a reasonable price. I've not been able to find a proper nice dress from the shop though. I was surfing their UK website (http://www.newlook.com/) and found this dress that makes me drool! So pretty I can die for it! hahas.. abit over-exaggerate here! But check it out>

When we shop ... we get tired... so we eat... and we drink and be merry. I was going to blog about this Bakery Shop @ Centrepoint that my friend Michelle brought me to. Its a tiny shop selling design cupcakes! Its called "The Designer Bakes". Totally cute design on the cupcakes... check it out... Super Cute but but but these cup cakes are not meant to be eaten! Gosh.. its so damn sweet, I feel my teeth will delay in the same instant! So I would only recommend it for a gift and put a warning sign "NOT TO BE EATEN xoxo"

Just received a text from Michelle > "I saw a chio boots in berksha! Nice.. in brown"

My Reply > "how much? I just bought a boots @ New Look!"

She Replied > "SGD175, not leather but design is very nice!"

My reply? "I am Broke!"

So yes.. I need to stop shopping and recuperate! But before that.... I still need to buy something very special. This is important, so I have excuse to shop again!!! lol

Gonna go take a nap.. this weather is too good to go out... raining and stormy in Sunny Singapore yo!

Lovess & Bye!

P.S. Love of my Life... Do u? xx

Mid Week Holiday!

Its a holiday eve... so what do we do?? Party!! Ehhh, nah.. enough of partying. I should be chilling @ home!! Noooo... boringggg! I should go shopping!! Yes Yes! Best of all.. eating and shopping with a good old pal, Michelle... its been awhile! Thanks Babe.. enjoyed every bit of it! Had a Good time, gluttoning, gossiping, laughing and best of all... shopping!

And I got myself a ............ CAP from Esprit. Its so cheap, its almost a steal! Esprit cap @ S$ 7.90?

How do I look? :P

Then my phone rings and I pick it up in 1 ring! Pro much? hahas..That's because its a overseas call from my optimus prime... warning me of Snipers! lol xx

Its always so good to hear from someone so positive, so cheery and so happy. Even though he must be so tired with meetings after meetings.. his energy never fails to charm me. And best part is I'm attached to this champion! How good can life be? awesome! love to bits.

Therefore, I relate those that are always grumpy, whiny and negative as loser. Life is a bed of roses. We can see it as pretty bed of roses or full of thorns that hurts. Its our choice. So what if there are thorns, do we sit and cry? or stay postitive and make the best out of every situation we are in? We have a choice to choose our thoughts, just the way we choose our lingerie!! ;)

Bed Time! Loves Lots~

P.S. Pumpkin misses Farmerboy!! xx

Girls Night Out!!

Its been for a while since I get all enthusiatics about a girls night out. It must have been a long time since I have one anyway. So yes.. I was really looking forward to it. So the plan was first to KPO.. then to Boiler Room @ St James Power House.

KPO was neat fun... 3 girls drinking beer, giggling, laughing and trust me we gals look hmmm hot! I would be lying if I said there was no guys approaching us and kick up a chat. We have, infact a good handful. The deal between us was not to reveal our contact numbers. We are to have fun and go home. No contact after because all 3 of us have boyfriends. And mine of course - my farmerboy.. of which I love very much. Wouldn't allow any disruption to our relationship.

As always, being the driver of the night, I'm suppose to behave and not over drink. So 2 mug was all I had. By the time we decide to head to the Boiler room.... we are already feeling tipsy. OK I should say... I am the sober one. =)

We walked to the car, holding hands. Its quite a sight! sexy! As a matter of fact, all 3 of us have a love story to tell. We have the love of our life. Good and Bad.

While walking, Chris start rattling non-stop about her ex-boyfriend. How she hated him for the things he does. Content should be sensored here... =) Well, she is obviously not getting over him despite the fact she claim to be interested in Darren (the guy she just met @ KPO) at the same time. Awww, poor girl!

Sammie cannot stop laughing, I don't know why? She said something which I pondered upon. "Why are we so discipline? I should have just given my number to Danny! But I still love Chin Kin" hmmmm.... Discipline?

The plan was to go crazy just dancing at Boiler Room but the fun ended when Chris bumped into her ex-boyfriend and started getting all emotional. If you asked me.... its dramatic but no.. no details.

The episode with Chris and her Ex set me thinking... why is there hurt when there is clearly love? To love someone is never to hurt them... so does it mean if there is hurt, its then not love? Thought for the day! haha

P.S. Ski-ing Trip! I hearts Optimus Prime!! xoxo

When Night Falls

I wonder if you feels the same when night falls. For me, its clear.. my mind and thoughts is full of you and I only wish I could take a flight out to see you right now and cuddle under your big and strong arms. I realise taking a flight of 13hours doesnt seem at all long especially when I am seeing someone I truely love. But that isnt possible and it makes me sad.

I've finished reading the book - true love. It ends with a line like this:

"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"

This sentence means alot to me. To be honest, I am feeling a little negative today. I am worried, totally in fear that I might lose him once again. I fear the day he start texting lesser, call lesser and gradually says this is not going to work. I've complete faith in myself that I would hang on, no matter what. But because he has given up on me before, I kinda feel shaken once in a while.

We have come a long way. A big round and we are back together again. So what is this? Fate? Who on earth believes in fate? Love? Then again... what then is love? Love is a total mystery to me.

I remember totally losing the feeling of falling in love. But when I met you, I know its love. Love at first sight? its like a fairytale... unbelievable huh? How can it be untrue if I feels strongly since the day we met. Its been a year.. still no one can replace what you meant to me.

I'll say my prayer every night : "If god will, please promise a happy ending!"

P.S. I love you

Hi World! I am wide awake!

Hi World... I am totally... completely... absolutely.. wide awake!

At 11pm.. I'd started to feel alittle drowsy and I'd thought Its a good sign and I should be able to sleep throughout the night. But I was so wrong.... waking up at 12am and started tossing on bed and here I am bloggin! This feeling really sucks.. especially when everyone else is snoring!!

OK.. my farmerboy is working hard but he is so far away! =(

Farmerboy knows I love reading novels, we have spoken about a novel he read written by a famous dutch novelist sometime last year when he was in sin. The book is in Dutch language, he was narrating on the story abit and I did not take much notice on content. I prefer reading them myself. So my sweetie Farmerboy got me the same book in english language from some internet webby and gave me a copy.


OK, I am just going to cut and paste the rough introduction of the story line coz I am just so lazy and farmerboy thinks I should be in bed soon. So here it goes:

A deeply moving novel in the same vein as Eric Segal's classic weepy, Love Story...Dan and Carmen are hip, healthy and wealthy. They have their own companies, plenty of money and friends and are the proud parents of one year-old Luna. They live the cool life in Amsterdam, until beautiful and optimistic Carmen is diagnosed with breast cancer. With that their world transforms into a roller-coaster ride of doctors and hospitals. As his way of coping, the hedonistic Dan faithfully accompanies Carmen to her chemo and radiotherapy treatments, but spends his nocturnal hours crazily immersed in the nightlife and women of Amsterdam and Miami.

Love Life is the account of a relationship and a terminal illness, devoid of fake sentiment and told with humour and deep humanity. And it is very much an ode to love. 'A wonderful novel about courage, helplessness and real love'

I am half way through the book but I've cried umpteen times. The simple fact of this book being a truth story just touches my heart. The ugly truth on how honest a man like Ray Kluun that has no shame but guilt when writing the truth of his infidelity throughtout his marriage with his cancered wife. Having the courage to published the book in Holland and then sold them worldwide. Reader like me; a woman, would hate him for all the dirty acts he did and his betrayal to his wife who is sadly battling cancer. Reader like Farmerboy; a man, don't agree with him but understand well why he has to do what he has to do.

This story touches my heart and will leaves a memory with me for a very long time. If anyone be interested in true love story... I would highly recommend this book!

P.S. Thanks Farmerboy for the book! xoxo

In Amsterdam and loving it!

I'll have another full day tomorrow in Holland and I'll be back in Singapore. I am so not ready to go home. I needed more time, I wanna spend more time with my farmerboy! =(

I've come to realise, there will always be many people that will come into your lives, but only a few will make an impact and hardly any will stay behind. Its just like a filtering systems. I've met like 12 new friends or I should say aquaintance over this trip. Met a few Singaporean and some Dutchie as well. On Surface, most of us manage to get along pretty well. But as a matter of fact, there are clearly some that click better than another.

So yea... I have my click too!! Strangely this click are not those from the same company I worked with. I've made 2 new friend and we clicked instantly. Very naturally and sincere, I like that feel. I feel really comfortable with them, not one that I would feel so instantly on normal cases.

Vanessa & Me

(She is simply adorable!)

Wee & Me
(He is the Best Model Husband in Town)

So yes, the 2 friends I found specifically sincere and easy going are Vanessa & Wee. I get along with them instantly and find it easy to share my thoughts. Its really a joy to have meet them.

Vanessa is always bubbly and really easy to hang out with. She would shop and walk with me even though it was not in her agenda.

Wee is also easy-going and she is a total SUper Husband model. If there is a Best HUsband contest, I would surely vote for him. Every where he go, he thinks of his wife. He even bought a LV hangbag costing EUR1000 for her! He is such a sweetheart. Also, he is truely gentlemanly, never forget to spare a thought for us, the two ladies that is walking side by side with him. hahas. Real nice chap!

Honestly, I love Holland... I really wouldnt mind living here for good. Reason is simple... I love my Farmerboy!! hehe.. xoxo

Charming Holland with Love

My third day in holland has finally ended. Its 10pm here in Holland and Singapore time now its 5am!! WOwo... I think I've survived the Jet-Lagged, was a tiny bit tired but I am totally fine now.

I know what I have now might not last me a lifetime. But I know what makes me happy now is having you around. It does not matter if its only a month, it doesnt even matter if its only for a day. I know being happy is most important. So what about having security and stability when the minute you meet each other... we are not happy.

I'm enjoying every moment I have here in Holland, and I feel totally blessed to be able to be able to spend time with you. I know this is a sign. Its been a year now and I am still loving it. I know this will last me a long time. Just don't give up on me. xoxo

My Love xoxo